March 31, 2008

Cool SMS - 3

Maybe nobody has read my SMS 1 & 2. But I'm so obsessed with this sms thing. So I decided to put another one and see if it's worth my effort.

March 28, 2008

Dalai Lama Personality Test

Awhile ago, i used to play this game with some friends. Some say this is accurate, some say no. I called it a game because i think it's more fun than logical.
Just 3 questions and the answers will surprise you. The mind is like a parachute, it works best when it is opened.
This is fun to do, but you have to follow the instructions very closely. Be honest and do not cheat by looking up the answers.
The first thing that comes to mind is usually your best answer.
Get a pen and a paper, you might need to write down. Let's begin.

Question 1
Put the following 5 animals in the order of your preference:
Cow, Tiger, Sheep, Horse, Pig

Question 2
Write one word that descibes each of the following:
- Dog

- Cat
- Rat
- Coffee
- Sea


Question 3
Think of someone, who also knows you and is important to you, which you can relate them to the following colors.
Do not repeat your answer twice. Name just one person for each color

- Yellow
- Orange
- Red
- White
- Green

To reveal the answer, click your mouse here and scroll down.
1) Your priorities in life are:
Cow signifies CAREER
Tiger signifies PRIDE
Sheep signifies LOVE
Horse signifies FAMILY
Pig signifies MONEY

2) Your desciption of dog implies your personality
Cat implies the personality of your partner
Rat implies the personality of your enemies
Coffee implies how you interpret sex (this is gros)
Sea implies your own life

3) Yellow: someone you will never forget
Orange: someone you consider your to be true friend
Red: someone that you really love (i know u didn't put my name)
White: your twin soul
Green: someone that you will remember for the rest of your life (i don't support this point, bcos it's duplicate with yellow. see? Green is up to you)

Among the 3 questions, the first one is rated the most accurate from my freinds. That's it for today. I hope you enjoy. Have fun.

March 27, 2008

If I Had a Time Machine

Have you ever felt like you are on top of the world one day? Have you ever felt empty inside another day? If you are not from Mars, i'm sure you have. A study shows that our mood tends to change from time to time. Today you may see the dougnut, but tomorrow all you can see is the hole. What happened to the dougnut? Did somebody eat it already and why is it invisible?

There are hundreds of thoughts running through my busy mind every day. They make me forget to think which one is positive, which one is negative. By continuing to feed my mind with the wrong food of thoughts, i couldn't any longer enjoy the taste of the right one. What's worse than that? I couldn't even tell which one is right and wrong. Our mouth always want to bite and grin any tasty food. But do you treat your mind the same way?

After i read an emotionally interesting article "Outsider", paragraph 1 to 3 can be summarized into one phrase "I feel like i am a black sheep." Many people who have gone through this sort of feeling think that they have been neglected and uncared. This is pratically not always true. We are living in a fast-moving world, everyone is too occupied with themselves. Don't ask what others can do for you. Ask what you can do for yourself and others. Read this for more. Paragraph 4 talks about playing the tape of guilty, unworthy feelings over and over. I believe that while we can close our eyes from seeing what we don't want to ses, it's hard to close our mind from thinking about what we don't want to think. The pictures just pop up. It happens to me too. The final paragraph is about the escape. I wish you could release yourself from this world of judgement. If you are self-conscious, no matter where you are, you are still being judged not by others but yourself.

By the way, i honestly don't like writing. i like reading but this time i am writing about feeling and emotion. Whenever i pick my pen, i don't know where i should begin. It's pretty hard to find a perfect line to describe my thoughts and to put them onto paper. The following is what i wrote the other day when i didn't know what to do:

Time does fly, ONE-WAY ONLY. I wish i could have a time machine. I would turn the time back to the spot i want to be which is sleeping on my mum's laps. The world is moving, the clock is ticking each and every mili-second. When a day is gone, it will never come back. It's gone forever. A scary truth is everyone on earth is heading for one thing in common: a death. Nobody and i mean nobody can't avoid it. What if the world stops moving, then we stop being alive too.
I used to let the fear of death strikes me. I used to think that one day i would die, one day the ones i love will be gone, one day the ones who love me will never come back. I cannot face those tragedies. As i went to medical school, i saw blood, sorrow, tear, fear, love and death.
I've learnt that there are certain things you cannot change. It's the law of nature. I think i could overcome that feeling right now. Let me share with you a little story of mine. Years ago my grandpa was seriously ill and had to stay in hospital. I was not sure how old i was, but in my ten-some. I couldn't help him anything besides praying that i would shorten my life by ten years if that could make him ok. Consequently my grandpa got better. I wondered if it was because of my prayer. I didn't give a damn care as long as he was ok. I always prayed when his health went terrible. Several years later, he passed away. Maybe i am running out of my life, that's why my prayer was not effective any more. Still, i don't care how long i can survive. All i care is how well i could live during my survival. We should live our life to the fullest and cherish every moment that we breath. Thank God for giving us the lung and nose to breath both oxygen and the fart. I'm a funny person. I don't want to be too emotional. Thanks god for giving us the heart to beat.

Last but not least, i would like to dedicate this article to everyone who is reading right now, to Pisey in special. Without her, i wouldn't write something this emotinal. Next time i will try to find something funny to post. Take care...

Emotions reflect your well-beings

March 25, 2008

Spring Break is Coming

Today my two handsome uncles, my sweet cousin and I drove off I-90 East towards Exit 52 to Snoqualmie Mountain, a place for snow skiing. The scenario is incredibly awesome. I gotta show off to you. :-D By the way, OMG tomo i'm having a final exam, i'm a kind of person who won't study until the last minute. Don't follow me. I can't wait for Spring Break, for more sleep esp. ZzZz

March 18, 2008

The Pursuit of Happiness

I remember when i were young, every morning i woke up was a new day. I felt excited to begin each day. There were fun in everything i did, whether i am playing on the ground with my neighbors, mummy buying me a smoothie, visiting my relatives, watching cartoons, listening to Preab Sovath, doing homework, riding a bike or reading a joke. As time goes, the excitment seems to fade away further and further. We learn from elder people that laughing a lot is childish. Can we become happy without laughing?

I have gone through many pains and obstacles. Failing an important examination that i have been working very hard and have so high expectation was a painful moment. Seeing my first gf cuddling with my best friend on a bus was heart-breaking. Watching countless patients in final breath makes me still and speechless. Studying hundrend pages of questions for several weeks for medical school final exams were extraordinary boring and tiring. Losing three best friends who decided to quit school before i did. Losing the chances to love the person i love. However, the biggest mountain of pain i have ever climped is being away from home. I have realized that nobody loves me as truly, unconditionally, deeply and enermously as my parents do. All the blames, all the advices, all the hits are to sharpen my value. Those things have impacted me in both negative and positive ways.

In pursuit of happiness, there are certain things i have to follow. Today i tell myself that i have to love my body, my emotion and my spirit. I must value what i am doing. I must surround myself with good-hearted persons. I must prioritize what is the most important and the least important to me and do it accordingly. I must be positive in everything i do and think. I must let go of the past. I must look forward to the future. I must learn to learn from mistakes and people. I must learn to understand the world. I must educate myself as much as i can. I must enjoy in everything i do. I must not regret. I must go on. I must be happy again.

March 13, 2008

Two cuttest dogs i have ever seen

Every Thursday the garbage trucks collect the garbage. I was outside in cold day, yet it's Spring. A passenger passed by with two lovley dogs. So i politely asked her if i could take a picture of them. She said OK!



How cute, aren't they?